Last week was kind of emotionally difficult. It really started to bring me down, the incessant negative news, concerned calls from people, nervous people with mortgages and families, who are just now starting to feel and fear the domino effect of this horrible economy. Thanks to corporate greed and the inept leadership who blindly ran this country into the ground.
Everywhere I go, they're there. These little reminders that something big, really big and really scary is happening and no one knows how or when it's going to stop. Just thinking of listing all the increasingly bad things happening in the world right now is too depressing, and at times I’m feeling like I can’t escape it. Simply driving to my house, I'm reminded as I pass one barren car dealership after another and OPEN HOUSE! signs scattered throughout the neighborhood. How does one keep positive momentum when it feels like the walls are slowly closing in like the Death Star trash compactor scene in Star Wars?
As a result, I've spent a lot of time this weekend reading and thinking. When I contemplate my life so far, it’s very clear the most difficult challenges I’ve faced have made me grow in the most beautifully raw and profound ways. I've overcome some things I really thought I couldn't, and when I’ve had the courage to follow my gut and face the uncomfortable, the bad and scary, it has turned out okay, even better than I expected. Always.
As a result, I’m stronger. I feel myself carrying more wisdom through each “event”, walking with more confidence and less fear and slowly shedding the facade I so strategically began building when I was a pure and innocent little girl who didn’t want to feel pain.
- Melanie
Melanie, the people you advise along the way are lucky to bump into someone whose outlook just might be able to "lift" them, even through conversation, emails, reading this blog. Even if you can't find them work, there is probably meaning in the mere fact of having their paths cross yours. I'm so envious of my friends going to TED. How great will that be? I look forward to the posts which will inevitably ensue. —Charlotte
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